12/6/2012 Tuesday 11:30 - 1:30 p.m. BES.3053 Multimedia English (ALI 06)
16/6/2012 Saturday 2:30 - 5:30 p.m. BKE 4053 Public Relations and Media Writing (AH 08)
17/6/2012 Sunday 2:30 - 5:30 p.m. BKE 4023 Strategic Communication Planning (ALI 01)
18/6/2012 Monday 11:30 - 2:00 p.m. BKS 4073 Event Management and Planning (OTH 01)

19/6/2012 Tuesday 11:30 - 2:00 p.m. BLS 4023 Discourse and the Professions (OTH 01)

Yes I've gone through them ALL! And I'm lucky I'm still alive LOL. So I have finished the final exam for this semester. No, no need to talk about the future result which is something uncertain and that it is a waste of time to talk about uncertain things hahaha. Ok let's put everything aside for now *shifting the topic. Supposedly right now, I could have been feeling nice and cosy sitting at home watching TV, playing The Sims 2, drinking coffee and such, BUT, the fear of going for the internship clouds my mind. I got a sudden headache thinking about it. I probably don't show this fear on the outside, but only Allah knows what I feel inside. However, we all know that a start to something new is hard, and once you face it, you'll never know how easy it is. It also got me into thinking that, how come I chose to do the internship at such big company, living far away from home while I could have chosen to do it somewhere here in Terengganu? 

Yes, I know Allah will not allow me to experience this if I can't do it. Allah is the best of planners. He knows what is the best for me. As my mum always said, "Mesti ada hikmah Allah atur macam ni". I hope I shall pass this 'test' Insya Allah :')

According to PsychologyToday.com, procrastination is an action of avoiding difficult tasks by doing something else which are of the lower importance than the first one. Procrastinators tend to look for distractions in order to relax themselves from thinking about the hardship of doing the undone difficult tasks. Quoting from the said website, "Procrastination in large part reflects our perennial struggle with self-control as well as our inability to accurately predict how we'll feel tomorrow, or the next day" *sounds quite scary to me! :O

However, as scared as I am, I'm shameful to announce that I'm an avid procrastinator. PROcrastinator. Look, I even have a freaking time to blog here when I have an exam to attend to at 11.30 a.m. tomorrow morning and I haven't even revise anything on that subject yet! :O :O 

p/s: Have you ever procrastinate? How critical is that?

As being said before, I'm currently in an exam marathon. No kidding, sadly it's true =.=. So tomorrow I will sit for the third paper, which is BKE 4023 Strategic Communication & Planning. This subject is about the process of establishing a campaign, which is constructed based on the four phases of Research, Action, Communication, and Evaluation (R.A.C.E). Seems easy but there are so many theoretical things to be read. The exam will begin at 2.30 p.m. until 5.30 p.m. and here I am, really hoping the questions will be "answer-friendly" thus I can leave the exam hall as early as possible, go home, and take a nap (exam days take my beauty sleeps away!).

Uhm, actually it's quite a crime to be here where I'm supposed to be reading. Hehe. Till then, goodnight folks and wish me the very best of luck for tomorrow Insya Allah! :)

Waiting for tomorrow to come (and end!) since Wednesday, because, oh well, tomorrow is my second paper! *headache. Not only that, I will be having 4 papers in a row until Tuesday! *faint. So you can imagine how I must feel thinking about this. I wish Tuesday will come in a blink of an eye. Or not, since after that, I can only spend TWO DAYS at home before I'm off to KL on Friday (ok I shouldn't complain much on this 'cause my house is just 5 minutes from Uni and I frequently goes home every week thehe). Oh, how time flies and I will be leaving beloved Terengganu in no time :(

After all, wish me luck for tomorrow yeah!

We went to the floral nursery this evening, right after enjoying a nice nasi minyak at the by-the-road stall nearby the post office we went to initially. Here are the pictures taken at the nursery which I have done a little tweaking onto them using a number of adjusted Photoshop Actions:

All images were taken via SE W890i + mini detachable macro lens. I honesty don't know almost all of these flowers' name 'cause I was too busy taking pictures to care to ask the uncle hahaha. However, it was good to unwind your sights with these colourful nature once in a while :)

Such a wonderful piano/cello cover of A Thousand Years. I was mesmerized by their talents. What a gift Allah has given to both of them :')

Yesterday (since it's already past 12 a.m. LOL) marked the first day of my final exam for semester 6. We all started off with Multimedia English paper, from 11.30 a.m. to 1.30 p.m. I would say that it was a pretty good start though. For this subject, we didn't have any specific notes to refer to, only reading the information posted by our lecturer on the Facebook group page of our subject. I did a little prediction on what questions will come out for the exam. I posted these in the group page. Madam didn't like the post or has given any comment about it, so I thought they were wrong. However, I followed my instinct and study those anyway. So that morning, the invigilator allowed us to review the question paper, and to my surprise, as I initially flipped through it, I found out that the questions were 90% similar to my predictions! Thus, I knew why Madam went to my seat and smiled widely at me before the exam even began.

Alhamdulillah. I knew I didn't deserve this at all. Thank you Ya Allah :")

Yesterday, I have eaten this:

This Rainbow Cake is so freaking yummyyyyy! This is my first time eating a Rainbow Cake. I think the topping cream is made of cheese because it tastes a little bit sour and cheesy LOL. And the in-between cream is of lemon flavour. I bought this at Giant Terengganu, Level 1. There's a small stall selling desserts there (I think it is the only one), which belongs to Dnialicious Cake House, Kuala Terengganu. Apart from this tasty satisfaction, there are also macaroons (of various flavours which sold out pretty fast!) and cupcakes being sold there as well. Previously I bought the Red Velvet Cupcake, and it was soooo yummy! 

Now you know which place I love to go to whenever I shop in Giant. So, haste there and grab yours too!

p/s: Have you tried something new recently?

Everyday I'm feeling increasingly nervous and fearful thinking about my internship. That's what happened to a person who has never been out too far from home. I have to face certain things, some things I don't even know what they are. They are inside my brain, pushing me to think hard, and throwing me into the worst of circumstance. Probably the media should be blamed. They have bombarded me with excessive information, giving me a lot of stigmas and unsureness. Or probably none to be blamed. Or it should have been me who need to be blamed for my weakness and low self-motivation :((

I talked to my mom about this. She said that I must always remember, Allah is there to guide and help me wherever I am. She said, "Go out, free yourself from your fears, learn to live by your own. If it's not now, one day you still have to do it no matter what". 

Ya Allah, I know You have made my mom saying these to me in order to comfort me, to give me the strength I needed. Thank you Allah :')

Had pleasant days so far. Very relaxing and all those sleepless nights a week ago have been completely replaced by 8-hours of sleeping periods. Hehe. But still, I have to settle a lot of matters before the final exam starts - I have to do a final preparation because about 3-4 days after the last paper, I will be off to KL for the internship.

For now, I have to make phone-calls to secure the room to be rented, obtain the contract form from Fleishman-Hillard, do the video resume, and most importantly, to START STUDYING FOR THE FINAL EXAM *there I've said it out loud to myself :B

Ya Allah, please make things easy for me. Amin Ya Rabb.